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| 12:36pm 21/08/2009 |
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mood:  hopeful music: tv crap (again)
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no longer swine-flued. however, veeeeery sleepy. experimentally medicated thx to new consultant at guys, not quite sure whether results are successful or not yet; here's hoping for success, and being awake enough to revel in it.
rl messy, as it's been for the last year plus (both ian and i need a lot of TLC at present), but with moments of hope starting to shine through. pretend life (gaming) mainly just messy. hmm. hoping that next london IoD game won't be as generally upsetting and physically/mentally/emotionally draining as the last few as it's coinciding with my birthday. :S
trying not to think that said birthday clearly DOOMED this year, due to dad-holiday-debacle/bestival failure/game to endure.... ack.
so, in an attempt to save the whole birthday thing - on sunday september 13th, planning some kind of london-based expedition to celebrate. one involving, i hope, daytime, sunlight and squee-ful things. zoo or lido front runners at present (zoo standing out for me, as i have... god forbid... coupons clipped from cereal boxes. and, of course, zoos have statistically more lemurs than lidos...), let me know if interested in joining the fun?
searching for permanent red hair dye, because i've finally gotten bored of washing dye off neck/walls/clothes/friends and so on. previous attempt failed (don't believe XXL hair dye commercials!), but i've found online two brands, miracle and lolane (the latter sounding like a bad goth baby name), from thailand that claim to be permanent in superbright red. anyone out there tried either brand? opinions? or, gods, if you know another permanent non-natural red dye, please let me know...!
as usual, have ebay auctions up; need to raise money not just for the big move but to get broken glasses repaired, after arguing the store down to £30. sigh!
anyways; goth stuff, indie stuff, emo stuff, tartan stuff, boho stuff, general scenester stuff, all brand spanking new, at low, low prices (i wish i had a wobbly-waving-arms-man!). take a look....
bexauctions: summer sale #2...
kool aid on its way. love my friends big time. :) |
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| 11:30am 26/06/2009 |
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mood:  cranky music: tv babble
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life still chaotic, and growing more and more cardboard box focused by the day (yay). constantly amazed by the amount of garbage i've managed to amass in this flat!
but, in short -
not at glastonbury. meh. am sad.
had generally chilled 'holiday' at dad's. am happy.
overstressed and miserable re: gaming. am sad.
looking forward to moving soon. am happy.
missing friends. am sad.
will be in close proximity to said friends soon. am happy.
michael jackson is dead. am vaguely intrigued.
also, and probably more interesting to folks reading -
still selling stuff on ebay, and this round, there's a lot of super-cute tartan, and the usual array of goth stuff, emo stuff, indie stuff, electro/disco/nu rave stuff, mostly brand new and all rather spanky. take a look, and share the love...
bexauctions: summertime sale...
summer without kool aid sucks. am deprived. ;) |
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| 09:28am 23/04/2009 |
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mood:  lazy music: horrible supermarket indie
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... not posted for a long, long time; life too chaotic/involving/complex, things and stuff, blah blah blah.
however! back in ebay 'business', still working towards moving house. less easy than it sounds, honestly; but still my #1 goal, taking up most of mental processes.
highlights since last post? m's bday + zombies, excellent haircut, finally getting some of the angst-junk that's been driving me crazy out in the open with my dad, bestival robot-suit and general festie planning, rise of the argonauts, pizza toast.
lowlights? cam/IoD mess (sigh/sob), lack of money (as always), shitty health (also as always). nothing much of interest there.
skipping to the end, then...
much nifty stuff on sale, as usual; clothes, accessories, goth stuff, indie stuff, emo stuff, nu rave/new wave/disco/electro stuff, all at bargain prices. check my auctions out, and pass around, pls...
bexauctions: springtime spree...
enjoy!
oh, and additional good news: finally got appointment to see consultant at guy's! happier than any pending hospital visit should make me... now just need some kind of london crash space for night of and following june london mage game, as it's the monday after the game and going back and forth over two days will half-kill me. answers, if you have them, on a postcard. or via email. or, you know, whatever... help!
so, yeah. stuff... |
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| *as always, for sale...* |
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| 02:12am 05/11/2008 |
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mood:  stressed music: flakes - mystery jets
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... um. that sounds so immoral, when out of context, but i do mean auctions. as xmas approaches, the urge to get the fuck out of here only grows, and so... money is needed. heh.
so, take a look... goth stuff, indie stuff, emo stuff, nu rave/new wave/disco stuff, all at bargain prices.
bexauctions: the return...
general update from my world?
birfday w/e was fun, thanks to all who showed out. many hugs, big luv to you all. missing so bad folks too far away to visit, apologies again for my rubbishness at keeping in touch.
since then, i've managed to be a fucking hermit aside from the jets tour (so lovely to see the boys again, and such a relief to be out there partying!)... fibro flaring up (ouchies), family problems (dad's sick), cam-anxiety to a truly horrendous degree which only keeps on increasing (lack of inspiration, lack of confidence, lack of involvement, feeling so cut out, lost, generally gut-sick about the whole thing)...
so yeah, jets tour = highlight, awesome fun. although i did miss the barfly bham show due to burning my ass on a lightbulb. don't ask... ;) need to renew passport v speedily to be able to meet the guys in amsterdam as promised, and need even more than before to finally see prison break...
oh, and managed to miss the world zombie record attempt in nottingham on friday. from the hell that was nottingham city centre thursday night, i'm mildly glad of this.
got home, managed a day of sanity and then tripped over my own fucking crutches, smashed my knee up, squonked my back and generally bought into a world of pain... gah. so sore, sore, sore! thus yet more hold-ups with cam stuff, feeling even more like i'm painkillered out beneath the sword of damocles. am quite sure a hobby should not fill me with such existential dread.
will be at london sat, be gentle with me, physically and emotionally. i need it right now.
ps - dead set on E4 last week. hooooooooooow good? ;) |
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| *birfday looming, + more for sale...* |
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| 05:08pm 10/09/2008 |
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mood:  ditzy music: tv crap (again)
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bank problem now fixed, after several long hours of 'discussion' and much shifting money about. i now have a savings account for the first time in my life (as i'm not counting anything that came with a complimentary plastic pig/globe/other hollowed out icon); gods, do i feel grown-up. a little disappointed by lack of free gifts from bank, though, which the feeling of grown-up-ness doesn't quite cancel out...
so, day by day working to resolve, (absolve?)... to move on, and get all set for the great move (tm). mould-after-fx wreaking havoc on me, hence much of week spent at drs. blech. however, things to do, and more auctions...
this stock rotation, i have lots more lovely brand new clothes, and some super spanky accessories, too, all looking for a good home at nifty low prices. my poverty = your gain. and there's economics in a nutshell, no?
but, back to subject; my auctions... take a look, and you just might like what you see -
bexauctions: london-bound...
oh, while i remember... birfday stuff post-mage on sat.
help make getting older less inexorably painful, please! as a rule, i look forward to my birfday like most people look forward to, say, the inevitability of death. so yeah, distractions/entertainment/funstuff would be good...
as a note, i was going to write something very erudite and sassy here about why i adore junkies; about why i adore junkie chicks most of all, as the last week in my building has been packed full of late-night junkie fun (oh, such drama! of the highest order!), and i'm awaiting the next installment of this localised soap with baited breath.
it really was going to be quite funny, i suspect. but then i got distracted by softcore and ice-cream.
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| 07:18am 01/09/2008 |
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mood: hopeful music: time to pretend - MGMT
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so. long time no type, and i'm in a happier mood, though wishing the bank didn't seem to be experimenting on my account (long story, which some of you know). heh.
moving is becoming more and more of a reality, but i still need to raise money to bring plans to fruition; hence, more auctions. and like most every small seller on ebay atm, i'm suffering from slow sales, the new FB rules and newbie idiots, so everything's at bargain price right now... which is good news for you potential buyers out there, right?
have some lush clothes in stock right now - emo stuff, electro/nu rave stuff, goth stuff, 80s retro stuff, an ultra-sexy pinstripe jacket and trousers - and will be adding more over the next few days. as always, the gallery pix don't show off items to best detail; full-size pix much better.
so yeah, help me out, and get yourself something brand spanky new to wear for a snip... after all, it is nearly my birfday. :P
SUBLIMINAL REMINDER :: BIRFDAY DINNER :: POST-MAGE :: LDN ::
so, check out my auctions, please -
bexauctions: london-bound...
oh, and i'm still getting used to the new phone. trying to keep up, honestly!
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| 03:20am 29/04/2008 |
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mood:  sad music: brainache
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so, i still seem to have a phobia of communication outside of ST work, due to increasing shitness of reality. really very, very down at the moment.
considering retiring PC due to recent events. feeling fragile in the extreme.
and still stuck here in shitsville.
still selling to try to escape. please ignore fucking idiot leaving shit FB without any contact.
bexauctions: the ongoing...
buy stuff, save my sanity. |
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| *for sale, while i have five stress-free minutes...* |
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| 03:07pm 10/02/2008 |
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mood: cranky music: tv crap (again)
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first of all...
i still owe some of you guys thanx for awesome xmas presents. you know who you are, and so do i.
so, thank you. i miss you all more than bad, and loved the gifts, and i will mail/myspace/text/write you soon to say thank you properly. hope you got the pressies i sent you, too.
and i'm sorry i haven't contacted you sooner. things are... well, in the crazydays... round here, coz of my personal housing crisis and other things i'll talk to you privately about.
miss you, and i do still luv you all much. honest. and i'm sorry, again.
now, cryptic babblings aside, back to my frantic attempts to move fucking house.
auctions, then, lots of. seems this week's theme is kinda goth/emo, with the usual neon edges...
oh, yes. and hello kitty-wear...
bexauctions: the ongoing...
buy stuff, help me save my fragile sanity. you get cool clothes, i get to not live off bin food and maybe find a home the police can't too easily remove me from.
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| 12:45pm 06/12/2007 |
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mood:  crushed
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need to raise money increasing by the day, so bargain prices right now - treat yourself for the festive season!
bexauctions: xmas is a-coming...
really quite ill with stress. everything's gone just a bit to fuckybumbooboo. |
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| *so, do your xmas shopping here...* |
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| 04:02am 19/11/2007 |
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mood:  exanimate
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... or at least get your party clothes!
auctions, then - masses of, lots of lovely shinynew clothes and stuff to go with them! take a look, share with friends, help me move fucking house! please!
bexauctions: xmas is a-coming...
some really cute goth-lolita stuff this time round, as the well as the usual indie schmindie, big hair and lotsa accessories...
and so, back to work. excuse brevity, very stressed.
blah. |
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| 02:16am 07/11/2007 |
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mood:  sick music: headouchies
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gah! so many comments to reply to! hopeless, me... brain-tangled in so many ways...
more seriously; in the grip of truly hideous side-fx of new meds. serious apologies to anyone i may have acted... um... oddly at on saturday; by about midnight, was hallucinating my ass off due to meds.
still not well, so update brief. family still insane. cam still stressful. still poor. xmas shopping done, hence that should really read poorer...
so! lots of shiny new stuff for sale, and thank all the gods for auction scheduling - goth stuff, indie stuff, nu rave/electro stuff, and... an AWESOME pirate shirt. take a look, pass around, share with friends, as usual... i need to raise money so bad!
bexauctions: dazed and confused...
crawling back to bed now. |
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| 05:29pm 24/10/2007 |
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mood: ditzy music: back in the game - jamie t
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life is... um... fucked up right now. except! new jets tour dates out. and the horror-flu has gone. so, booked gig tix today, and the world feels a far spankier place already. is anyone out there going to the london gig on dec 1..? anyone..?
of course, this has fuxxored royally with savings... hence, more auctions. lots of shiny new clothes, as usual, and some appallingly sexycute gothy stuff... i'm kinda electro-lolita themed this stock rotation, for some reason... oh, yes. and DVDs... take a look, anyways. share around. i need to raise money so baaaaaaaad...
bexauctions: you know you wanna...
still can't afford the fucking lost book. gaaaah. family is a disaster.
all in all, i'm sure there are answers out there. probably at the bottom of someone else's k-hole.
the bastard. |
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| *for sale, while i have five stress-free minutes...* |
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| 05:43am 10/10/2007 |
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mood:  drained
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so, life’s still (the bad kind of) chaos. constantly trying to catch up with self and work of all stripes while dealing with family nightmare. blech. and then, on top of everything else, ian and i have the cold-flu-snottything from hell itself and have been sick in bed for most of a week now...
if i owe you communication etc, thanx for your patience. some of you know exactly what’s going on here (snot aside), and it’s not a whole load of fun.
but relocation’s still high priority, hence more auctions; some really nifty dresses, funky accessories, general cool shit. as ever, take a look, pass around, enjoy...
bexauctions: the traumatized...
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| 08:38pm 25/09/2007 |
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mood: exanimate music: tv crap (again)
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well. life in general is in spectacular meltdown, but i still need to raise money to move. eyes on the prize, and all that...
so, much new stock; lots of lovely clothes, accessories etc... as ever, take a look, share with friends... help me escape this madness!
bexauctions: get me out of here...
re: cam; normal service will be remused asap. thx for patience. |
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| 05:09am 21/09/2007 |
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mood: exanimate
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yet more auctions; lots of nifty stuff, all sparkling new, all looking for a good home. help me in the quest to move house!
and - auctions aside - i'm no longer being hassled by the world's toilet functions. which is good. though the train in front of ours on the way home from the regional (which was awesome cool, THANK YOU to everyone who made it great, especially hilary!) caught fire, so once again we didn't get home til the wee small hours...
still knackered, still recovering. will start the big ST mail catch-up shortly. and IC mail catch-up. ian and i are half-dead! more importantly...
THANK YOU again, to the folx who got me AMAZING birfday gifts, & made the whole day ridonkulously fun.
*hugs all round*
and i have millions of pix of lemurs from friday. lemurs RULE!
so, in stock today : goth stuff, kitsch stuff, cyber stuff, nu rave stuff, indie stuff, electro stuff... oh, and lots of unicorns. as ever, share the love...
bexauctions: glowstix ahoy!
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| 11:24am 10/09/2007 |
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mood:  cheerful music: crosswords - mystery jets
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as usual. and the ass-box lasted a full three days after my last post until it miraculously disappeared, leaving a residual brown patch on the lobby floor and a smell...
i think the world's toilet functions are trying to kill me. seriously. returning from london on saturday, the air con on the bus broke down and the whole vehicle filled with a choking stench of piss... chemical warfare! burning eyes, burning throat, nausea... i'm convinced this is some kind of warped reality attack.
still saving to move house. life is therefore fairly dull. but. southern regional saturday coming, hopefully train will not try to assault me with bathroom odours. coz it'll be my birfday. am trying not to sulk about missing ICC/missing jets US tour. trying, and failing...
repeat mantra : i will move house. i will.
so, back to raising money. bid, buy, share the love. please. :)
in stock today : goth stuff, kitsch stuff, cyber stuff, nu rave stuff, indie stuff, electro stuff... clothes for all tribes, in short... all spanking new and looking for good homes...
bexauctions: woop woop!
now, time to chill... |
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| 12:12am 20/08/2007 |
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mood:  accomplished music: tv crap (again)
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the lobby still smells like ass. am becoming fascinated by developments, in case either the lobby or the ass-box comes to life and eats the world.
in other news :
unbelievably stressed with camshit. real life events should rightfully be taking precedence in the stress stakes, but no, cam has managed to be even more stressful and icky. too ill and stressed to play last night. gah.
still have a stack of real life to catch up on.
meh, meh, meh.
but, auctions. going well for this time of year, yay. and so, more of them. not so many this week, as festival weekends tend to be slow. not missing going to reading festie this year, as last year was truly horrid; and saving is massive priority right now.
i will move house. i will. :)
as usual, look, share, buy. please. heh heh.
this round of auctions; glowy stuff, kitschy stuff, gothy stuff. some nifty gothy/emo armwarmers, and a couple of v cool bags...
bexauctions: the colorful...
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| 03:33am 15/08/2007 |
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mood: cranky music: behind the bunhouse - mystery jets
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stuff for sale - this stock rotation i have a lot more goth/emo items for those of you of that... um... persuasion along with the usual indie/nu rave stuff, plus a nifty harry potter azkaban prison top, amazing goth/emo trousers, a GORGEOUS faux fur jacket and a bunch of other cool shit.
and yes, life is chaos, with some really nasty medical things going on and less-than-pleasant decisions to make with long-term effects. ick. i'm figuring i ought to just take up residence at the drs/hospital, to cut travel time and costs.
hence delays in dealing with cam stuff, IC and ST, and catching up on myspace, attitude work, texts and assorted music forums. if i owe you mail/hugs/beer/social contact all these things will show in the fullness of time, but these last few days i've been quite sincerely worried out of my brains.
in case you're wondering - how do i still have the time/energy to ebay? simple. i need to raise money to move house. which, despite everything else that's going on, is a priority.
so, auctions...
bexauctions: the ongoing...
oh, and someone appears to have dumped a box full of dirty diapers and THREE entire beds in the lobby. so, the lobby smells like ass. the building hasn't been this exciting since the trash chute got blocked with a hamster cage complete with dead and decaying hamster... |
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| 02:56am 01/08/2007 |
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mood:  tired music: secret sunday lover - ali love
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... and yet more new stock. help my moving fund grow, so share, bid, whatever... please!
bexauctions: the ongoing...
two quick questions....
- is anyone out there going to field day next weekend (especially london folks)..?
- does anyone out there still collect or buy videos? i have about a bazillion film videos to get rid of, which are taking up a hell of a lot of space, and i'd rather make a bit of money out of them if i can...
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| 07:25am 23/07/2007 |
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mood:  blah music: white noise, head noise
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reprise : i'm penniless... heh heh. and trying to save up to move.
so, more auctions; a whole lot of new stock this time, clothes, accessories, goth stuff, emo stuff, indie stuff, nu rave stuff, retro stuff, an awesome matrix coat, great shoes, a ton of neat outfit-completers...
as ever, please bid, buy, pass around... help me move! please!
bexauctions: summer season...
now, i return to cam-work, and a lack of sanity. blech. |
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